exhausted :)

So here I am eating oranges while updating my blog. what a life. :) Anyway,my week has been very busy and stressful because of my 'drama' thing. so I’ve been neglecting the internet, and I apologize for that. :)
I seriously miss my BF like crazy! ugghh! Dear Bf,You are not like any other guys I know. You are special to me. The distance apart ,means nothing. Nothing at all when we’re together. Waking up everyday knowing I have you loving me, it makes my life whole lot better. 
You are my everything, and I'm sorry if sometimes I'm scared, and if everything doesn't come out the way I plan, but I love you and that's all I know.
I'm so sleepy an tired. I'm so exhausted! I need some good sleep and sweet dreams. Chao guys. Good night! =)

My perfect one. :)

So this is my boyfriend. This is not my favourite picture of him but what to do.Full of anger & tears I deleted his picture when we broke up so yeah. Just because we broke up once,we decided just to go on and fresh start aren't needed.So we've been together for 2 years & 9 months. It use to be a normal relationship but too bad it's not anymore.We are in a long distance relationship for now. I left him before just because of his ex and also because of love I decided to walk away from his life. But thanks to GOD,we're back together.I am just really happy to have him in my life. I love talking to him before we go to sleep. I love being in love with him and I really don’t care how cheesy that may sound. He is the perfect guy for me. :) I fucking love him! Kahit malayo ka, ikaw parin ang mahal ko. 

Yesterday was great! =)

I had fun yesterday. Yesterday was the last day of my exam. and crap! My biology test sucks. I got my script for my drama thing and I kinda love it. I got the main character! Whoopy! Lucky me huh?
So yesterday after school, me and mummy had lunch at Hawaii Restaurant and I ordered my favourite dish. :) Amazingly I didn't order any drinks. I drank plain water. Lol. Wth is wrong with me? I know right. Mummy ordered cola float and her favourite dish too. :) Then I ordered ice-cream cocktail. Mummy and I shared since I there is no way I can finish the whole thing all by myself. The taste was nice and I guess it was worth it to pay!
After lunch.we went shopping. And yes I did enjoyed myself. Bought some stuff for myself and house. Tired of everything, I hit my bed as soon as I reached home. I skipped dinner and I don't feel bad about that. Boyfriend called just to check on me. aww! sweet right? hehe! he talked to me and that really made my day. shoot! I seriously miss him so much. He talked to mummy. ;) anyway, to sum up everything. Yesterday was a great day for me! :) It's 7 a.m now, I better have my breakfast and get going. Adioss~ =))

Butterflies :)

I rarely stop thinking about you.  A favorite memory of mine will usually find a way to derail all other thoughts trudging through my head… leaving just you. :)  I’ll think of some funny conversation we shared and literally laugh out loud.  I’ll blush.  It doesn’t matter where I am, I’ll experience that rush of utter giddiness that always makes loving you feel “new.”  Each time, I fall for you all over again.  You see, there are more positives about being apart than we’d like to admit…  My favorite being that every kiss feels like the first.  Every joke merits the most genuine of laughs.  Each place we visit becomes special, forever housing the memories we create there.  I hold onto your every word, knowing you don’t like to waste them.  I cherish it all.  You do whatever it takes to call me; to get an internet connection for Facebook.You constantly make me pause and think wow, so this is what love is.  By depriving us, the distance has truly opened our eyes to each other’s worth.  Being your girl has made me so much more patient and understanding than I ever imagined possible.  You teach me so much, every single day, and I am thankful for the person you inspire me to be.  I feel so empowered to discover that our separation is anything but damaging to our relationship.  We’ll come out of this deployment stronger than ever.  We have an “Atomic Bond,” and don’t you forget it! ;)

People’s bullshit & fakeness are the main reasons why I like being alone.

We’ve all met THOSE people who come around us smiling in our faces, yet they’re talking shit behind our backs, and we’ve all been in situations where we’re personally thinking, “Wow. You’re an asshole.” It  really does hurt when you discover that someone who you’ve known for a minute goes behind your back and stabs it without a care in the world. Whether it was to get someone you loved or once had, or money issues, or just straight out jealous..The fact is this. Everyone has fake friends in their lives, and there’s no way of avoiding them. :)